New years eve and I’m getting some silence before the dancing begins. Already had an epic day and all I want right now is coffee. Nothing is open except for bars and fancy restaurants, Oh and this laundry mat on north ave where I ducked in to charge my phone. No one is washing laundry. It’s just me and the shoe repair guy sharing the solitude. What a crazy year this has been for me. It’s so hard to put into words. My life shifted in this 2010. I found a peace within my solitude. I’ve been freed from necessity of her touch and opened to a knowing without hope. “i don’t need to build a story that tells me how beautiful I am. My heart is that story.” I delved deep into this truth and started to peel my heart apart. I’ve gotten to the heart beat, but I haven’t found the core yet. How beautiful it is to be…still…and listen to the moments as they come. Life has been making love to me and i to her. The connections and reconnections and the separations have all been illuminating. I’m new and filled with memories that all have new meanings to me now. Time to dance.
Posted on Friday, 31 December 2010
